Who Do You Think You Are

I know I can't take one more step towards you

cause all thats waiting is regret

dont you know I'm not your ghost anymore

you lost the love, I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

and now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are

running around leaving scars

collecting your jar of hearts

tearing love apart

You gonna catch a cold

from the ice inside your soul

dont come back for me

who do you think you are

I hear you are asking all around

if I am anywhere to be found

but I,ve grown too strong

to ever fall back in your arm

I've learned to live, half alive

and now you want me back one more time

It took so long just to feel alright

remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wished I had missed the first time we kissed

cause you broke all your promises

and now you are back

you dont get to get me back

Dont come back for me

who do you think you are

who do you think you are

who do you think you are

soleil

I am my own prisoner.....

I am in my own prison, I created it for me and I am trapped inside. I have been trying and still trying to find the key that has been misplaced along my life's path, sometime I feel so strong that I can almost reach it and at times I feel so damn weak that everything becomes so blurrr in my eyes, mixed with the pain, the hopelessness, the need, the want, the tears....If only I can just snap out what's in my mind, pull off the nasty thought and the so and so and so that inprison me....

I have to be strong and pull myself up and face it and beat it....God please help me.....because I know, if You bring me to it, You will bring me through it...

Life is ...........

Soleil

Blank, Blank and more Blank

I have been missing from this site for quite a while, I myself dont even know what happened, the time suddenly ran so fast that I was gasping for breath trying to catch up...but who am I compete with nature...

Here I am again, still full of blank thought in my head, there are so many things that I wanna do and yet it seems there is so little time to fit all in it...just sitting here, staring at the quiteness and calmness of the nite, there are no stars decorating the empty sky, all the people seems to be in their sweet dreams under their cosy blanket...and I am still here, wondering and pondering at life.

Staring deeper into oneself, all I can see is a bunch of bones with no flesh...ahhh is that how empty my life has become, I seems to have lost the ball, now wondering to get back in track, longing for the guiding hand of my angel, who seems so far and yet so near in heart...sometime I feel like erasing everything from my life's pages and leave everything behind and search for solitude...but there are so many things that still need to be done...

Ahhhhhhh...life is so complicated sometime and I am lost in this massive universe...I need you Angel...

Soleil