Rainbow for my sweet M

After crossing all boundaries of hurts

i can surely handle any pain

no matter how severe

with a strength of a woman

that rainbow I will touch

when it appears

and when its gone

i will search until it is found

because i know

rainbow appears

between drizzles and the heat

between happiness and the tears

i will squeeze the hot red charcoal

and turn it into a diamond

i will weave the sharp gravels

and turn it into a ship

i will knead the tsunamis and the quakes

and make it into one

a place for my resting night

soleil

Pelangi buat M

Setelah melampaui semua sempadan kelukaan

aku pasti bisa menahan kesakitan

walaupun parah berdarah

dengan kekuatan seorang bernama perempuan

pelangi itu akan kugapai

bila ianya menjelma

dan hilangnya akan kucari

sehingga kutemui

kerana aku tahu

pelangi itu tercipta

antara gerimis dan bahang suria

antara bahagia dan airmata

bara itu akan ku genggam

menjadi permata

kerikil itu akan kusulam

menjadi bahtera

tsunami dan gempa

kuadun menjadi satu

satu ranjang peraduanku

percayalah

Soleil

My Heart Is Empty

You came like a rainbow

Without light but so beautiful

And I become like a butterfly

Lost in the garden of flowers

With so many colours

Not knowing where to go

Not knowing what to do

With your presence

I can dream the hours away

With your absence

My heart is empty.

Soleil

If Dreams Can Be Booked - thanx 2u

if dreams can be booked

I will pay the price in full

even if that means

I will have to stay in the dark

for using the dosh for the bills

because

in dreams

we, you and I

will always be together

chasing the rainbows

playing in the rain

catching butterflies

and in dreams

the time

stood still

if only

dreams can be booked

soleil

The Lost Star - For my Sweetheart

I was searching

for my star angel last nite

but

the sky was so dark

the nite was so eerie

and i was lost

like a sailor

with dead wind

and this morning

when the day breaks

i felt a sharp knife

piercing my heart

for i seem to have lost

my shining star

to another planet...

soleil

Lightning - For those who understand me

Its late

and am still here

wondering and pondering

not a single star decorating the sky

the nite seems to be even gloomier

than it is

what i can hear

is the drumming of my own ears

is the beating of my own heart

is the breathing of my own lungs

drowning the sound of the surrounding

and this pain

hit me so hard

like a lightning

and I am dead inside

soleil

My Thirst - For those who feel me

Its been ages since my last post

I just dont realise the time that passed

dragging me along

the long winding road

that is endless

This wound seem never to heal

at times there are so much anger

at times there are so much pity

at times there are so much tears

and those tears

will lighten the feeling

for a time being

There are not so many things that I want

in life now

but that not so many, are all important

so much so that sometime

thinking about it will draw tears

Ahh why life has to be so complicated

when it is suppose to be easy

but I am sure high above the rainbow

behind the moody sky

the sun still shines

and the rain will fall

and I will be right here

waiting for its ray

to caress my soul

waiting for its drop

to quench my thirst

Soleil