I Carry You In My Heart

i carry your heart with me

(i carry it in my heart)

i am never without it

(anywhere i go, you go, my dear and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear no fate

(for you are my fate, my baby)

i want no world

(for honey you are my world, my true)

and it's you are, whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and

the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life,

which grows higher than soul can hope

or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart

(i carry it in my heart)

Soleil

Pasrahku kepadaNya

Cahaya mentari pagi ini

menjilat pipi pudarku

mengejutkan aku dari lena beradu

lalu kupanjatkan syukur kepadaNya

yang menghidupkan

setelah mematikan aku

di dalam tidurku

Siang

kaulah saksiku

betapa cinta ini masih tersisa

dalam kelancangan yang mengamuk

dalam kekasaran yang menusuk

Malam

kaulah saksiku

betapa sayang ini masih terasa

dalam sakit hati yang menyala

dalam rasa gagal yang menggila

Malam dan siang

kaulah pencatat setia

suka duka perjalanan

sang pengembara

Pasrahku kepadaNya

Soleil

Message To An Angel

Angel

wondering too much as to which path to take

is confusing enough

just go with the flow

go with the energy

and when you reach that bridge

you sure will find a way or ways to cross it

Keep sending down the messages

the love, the kindness, the caring

the eyes, the ears

like what you've been doing your whole life

Que Sera Sera

What will be will be

The future not ours to see

Que Sera Sera

The rest leave it to Our Creator
He knows what we dont

Sleep well Angel
And God Bless Ya




Soleil

God Bless Us All.

It seems like ages since I posted my last entry. It's just that I do not feel like I am myself these past few days.....this headache just seem to love me sooooooooooo much that it refuse to leave me alone. The weather did not really help wiv the "now sunny" and "now rainy" time.....though it balances the nature. I felt like I'm living on the cloud......

I do hope to get back on track soon. Thanx to my angel for loving me the same in my sickness and in my health...listening to you talking always makes a diffrence to the way I feel about myself.

I hope you enjoy that unique life of yours....and I will be here always.

Until the next time...God bless us all

Soleil

Childrens ( the beauty of life )

Dont you just love this picture. My neices and nephews, my girl n boy....dont you just wish to be back in time ....carefree life....

welcoming the sunlight every morning with a smile on the face.

Childrens, the beauty of life.....

Soleil

20th century's life

Wow!! forty years ago, when there is no such thing as laptop, cyber thingy, life I think so much healthier. We spent time outdoors with frens and neighbours. But look at now, all the time are spent indoors with computers. Anything especially game make us so damn addicted....and I just think it is not a healthy life at all.

Coming home during long holidays to the village where my parent are, life dont seem to change from the urban life....just look at these pictures......
My gurl and my neices locked themselves in one of the room for hours on end with laptop. These group a teenager's group crazy about the Japanese singers and actors.....I wonder if they understand a word of japanese language...hahaha

And this one, if they dont spend their time on the phone, text messaging, they spend it with the laptop. The one on the left is 14 years old, even sleep with the handphone...and the other one too is 14 years old, crazy blogging. She is a bookworm (english books only) and her use of the english language is far much better than the mother who is the lecturer at the university...lol. She even writes her own version of Harry Porter...

Ahhhh..look at this one, the long hours of the doctor's work has taken its toll. Dr Hanna will fall asleep anywhere she puts her head...if she is awake..then what do you think she will be doing???Laptop lover as well....she kills her stress by farming on Facebook.....I love her farm...beautiful

And me, if I didnt spend the time catching up with the old time stories wiv my mum, sisters and brothers, I like to spend my time on my own with my laptop in my own world......nice feeling...

And this one...mmmmm 6 years old grandson, 6 years old nephew and 7 years old neice drowned in a pc game.....thats what I call cyber kids....they are so much into it and they can handle the laptop better than their parent...hahahaha

And here is Dr Hanna (in brown blouse) when she is off work and awake.....with her cousin Dilla, a company secretary...surfing the net...hmmmmmm

That's the kind of life in the 20th century......

Soleil

I Wonder

I woke up from a bad dream of loosing my angel this morning and I WONDER.......

I wonder........

whether I can still hear my angel's voice

whether I can still talk to my angel

whether I can still run to the safe haven provided for me before

whether that angel of mine is still there

whether that angel still the same

I wonder.........

where that angel is flying to

what that angel is eating

what that angel is drinking

what that angel is doing

I wonder.........

why the words are getting less from the angel above

And most importantly I wonder.......

whether that angel still loves me the same

I WONDER.......

And my heart bleeds from wondering too much....

Soleil