SOB n NAB

Last nite, my gurl was coughing non stop, triggered by eating chocolate rice crispies. Took inhalers, no difference...waited and waited and waited. 1.30 in the morning, she got worst and she claimed she suffered a slight SOB....so I said, "Right, let's go to the hospital".....

Checked. Lungs clear. No congestion. Been coughing 3/52....still I requested for NAB...and here she is on NAB......sleepy and tired.

and bored...................

Then off to Xray room. Need to double check lungs...coz of that stubborn cough for the last 3 weeks. Waited and waited....not long. Hospital quite empty tonite. Usually A&E department was so busy at this time of the nite...tonite I was lucky.....staffs sat around talking and discussing
Xray came clear...thank God. Love you my Angel Princess

Back home 3 am.

Soleil

Happy 31st August

Can we really flow with the flow of life??? Can we stand tall and be proud of ourselves??? Can we really feel the freedom in every sheet of life's pages???

Happy 31st August to all Malaysian whereever you are. Independence Day, Freedom Day...celebrate...

Can we really celebrate the freedom of our heart, the freedom of our soul, the freedom of our life, the freedom of our love??? Or are we still trap inside our own life's puzzle??

Only we know.....

Selamat Hari Merdeka buat kalian warga Malaysia.

Merdekakah hati kita? merdekakah jiwa kita? merdekakah kehidupan kita? merdekakah cinta kita? Atau kita masih terperangkap dalam sangkar kehidupan...???

Hanya kita yang tahu....

Soleil

Lost

Look me in the eyes....can u find me there?? Am lost!!!

Ohh no...three days has gone by and where was I? Tonite I've been wanting to write something that is in my head, but I found myself lost....I am lost and now at 3.32am, am still lost.

Am I lost or I lost it???Blimey!!!!



Soleil

Why????

Am Still Searching Along The Winding Road

Why??? that's the question I will never get to answer correctly, I can only guess.....but one thing I know, whatever the problem is, the solution is love.

Then again....love, what is love? Search me.....I was so sure it was there...but I cant find it. It went missing somewhere along the winding road, gone with the wind, turned to dust and sucked by the suckers.....

But again, I still believe if I search hard enough, I can still find it. Maybe stucked on a tree, trapped on the mountain, in the nite sky amongst the million stars, in the coolness of the nite or early morning breeze, along the country's path amongst the thousand of flowers.....

I have to find it for I know love is the trance state that heals all wounds.....But if one ask me WHY??? I can never give the correct answer......

Soleil

OOuucchhh!!

OOuucchhh!!! it has been 3 days....was lost in time doing a few things in the big city that I dont realize how time went by...I missed my site.

Sorry for those who were wondering what has happened to me. I got a call from the other side of the world asking me, how was I doing...thank you for the concern..I really do appreciate it.

Am just fine....except a lil bz and was out of touch with the cyber world.

I'll be back on track soon....Turra..



Soleil

A Model

Here I am laughing through out the session....hahahahahahaha

You wont believe it what I did on my first day of fasting. I went for a make over, well I got it for free for spending some amount of monies at eCosway last July. So there I was, being make over. I left it entirely to him to do my face and my hair.

He is a freelancer in make up business, he is a nice guy but very very soft. Even when he sits, his movement is softer than the other make up lady. Well...what do you expect ermmmm???
When he's done with his part, he sent me to the other guy. The photographer. OMG I was asked to turn like this, turn like that, pose like this and post like that....etc etc etc...wow I was a model for a short while with all the lightings and the crews...........not bad feeling at all....but I kept on laughing. Couldnt help myself.........................................................................................................lol.
Then the editing and the touch up bit by using photoshop element software, it's just incredible what they can do with a pc and a software......mmmmmmmmmmmmm
More editing and touch up....

And more

And at the end of the session, after 2 hours or more, the end product came out of the printer and VOILA!!!!.....I am back to when I was before......20 years old except prettier this time......lol

Ermmmmmmmm not bad at all..........What a day!!!

Soleil

Ramadhan Is Back

Tomorrow Ramadhan is coming again and we welcome it with Allahuakbar.....we must thank Allah that we are still alive and kicking and have another chance to be with this blessed month.... Ramadhan was the month in which the first verses of the holy Qur'an were revealed to Prophet Mohammad (PBUH). It is a time for inner reflection, devotion to God and self-control. For over one billion Muslims throughout the world, Ramadhan is a special month of the year. Ramadhan is the month of giving and mercy, and during this month Allah blesses the believers with forgiveness and great reward.

During this month, the gates of Paradise will be opened and the gates of Hellfire will be closed. The evil ones (Shaytan) will be handcuffed. In it there is one night, during which worship is better than worship in a thousand months. Whoever is denied its blessings has been denied the biggest blessing."

This is a time to stop and contemplate, to look inwards and out, it is a time to set our goals. We should ask ourselves what we want to achieve this month, - something we will carry into our futures.

Verses of Qur'an 2:183

Yaa aiyyuhal lazhi na aamanuu kutiba'alai kumussiaa mukamaa kutiba'alal lazhi namingqobb likum la'allakum tattaquun....

"O ye who believe! Fasting is prescribed to you as it was prescribed to those before you, that ye may (learn) self-restraint."

The messenger of Allah (pbuh) reported in a hadith al-Qudsi that Allah (SWT) said:
"All acts done by the sons of Adam are meant for him, except fasting. It is exclusively meant for Me, and I (alone) will reward him for it" (Bukhari and Muslim ).

So let us take this great opportunity to make us a better person. Happy Ramadhan my friends.

Soleil