Saturday, August 8, 2009

Together (dedicated to you, yes you....)




I promise to write something for someone, so here I am. I was listening to a song about togetherness. One line spoke about teaching and learning from each other. When two people do this they create a bond of togetherness because they are becoming one. When one permanently assumes the role of a teacher and the other that of ignorant student, togetherness will not develop. But if we both keep changing places we will become united.

When love is strong, a man and a woman can make their bed on a sword's blade (so someone says, was it Talmud??? cant be sure) When loves grow weak, a bed of sixty cubits is not large enough. For a couple to remain together through the difficult times, they must love and be attuned to each other. ( Can I do that??? search me)

In true love we are a team, a relationship, an entity.....call it what you want. When we are together, we dont need words to tell us the meaning of togetherness. We feel it and we know how painful it is to be seperated.

Snowflakes are one of nature's fragile things, but just look what they can do when they stick together.

Togetherness is the marriage of two souls with no need for contract.



Soleil

Akulah Kekasih Itu (buat Rosa teman tersayang, berbahagialah bersama kekasihmu disamping suami ter??? tst)

Akulah kekasih itu
yang meredah setiap malam yang kelam
mencari dan terus mencari
satu kepastian

Akulah kekasih itu
yang menembak bulan dan memadamkan mentari
dalam pencarian yang menyesakkan
menyakitkan

Akulah kekasih itu
yang menangisi setiap jatuhnya hari
mencumbui kenangan
meniduri bebayangnya

Akulah kekasih itu
melampias rindu pada titian
yang tiada penghujungnya
gilakah aku???


soleil

Friday, August 7, 2009

The Night Sky







Last night I walked out of the house, feeling somewhat lost and lonely and looked up into the night sky, counting the stars. The one that I counted M is how much you missed me and the one left uncounted for is how much I missed you. The cloudless canopy was filled with an endless display of stars and left me feeling grateful and in awe.

Who knows or cares how it all got there.The fact that we are here and a part of that awesomeness of the universe. I felt uplifted and at peace after a few moments of counting and gazing upward at the night sky.

I think we could all do the same and save a fortune on therapists if we just went out every evening and looked up at the sky. And just think what it would be like if people in the psychiatric wards and those in prison cells viewed the night sky every evening. Maybe they would be changed and healed by the exposure to the unexplainedable beauty.

I think!!!!



Soleil

Monday, August 3, 2009

Muscle Man

Last nite I went to watch a body building competition, where all the men flexed their muscle to be crowned the title of MR SO n SO.....they went by weight category...well obviously you cant find a fat body builder...just a well build body builder.
There they were in the centre of attraction showing their body and flexing their glistening muscle.....or is it gleaming muscle like gleaming merc??? covered wiv some oil( wonder what kind of oil they use, coz their body was so tanned and their face so white).I gathered that the oil will make their muscle look more ________ (really dont know what term should I use, maybe if I join the club, I will probably know what word to describe those oiled muscle look like..hahahaha)

Look at that!!!! do I want a man to have that kind of bulky muscle??? Look at those massive thigh...If we women possess a thigh like that, what will man label us??? I used to hear a comment that went something like...."Gosh, look at the size of that butt and thigh...must have loads of SHIT in it"...hahahaha. Men do make nasty comments. But when they have one as such??? ermmmmmmmmm its gorgeous...for me, it reminded me of KFC drumstick...


And there they were turning and flexing and I left the competition without knowing who was crowned as the winner.
Nahhhh, I dont like my man to have such a body. They portray such a massive power but with a very small fuse. Who really want a small lunchbox??....hahahahahaha. Slap me on the face now for being sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mean and nasty....Yunno I'm bad, I'm bad.......
Whos's BAD????????
Soleil

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Rambutans








This hairy fruit I just cant resist. Everytime I see one I will want one...so just imagine if I see ten?? Obviously I will want ten...no harm if you are the type of person who can eat everything under the sun, BUT not me....just not me.

So I ate maybe ten ( I didnt have the time to count when I eat, too good to waste the time counting, might as well spend the time chewing...hahaha) and then guess what happened??

Woke up in the morning wiv sore throat, my voice croaked, if I were to record an album, I bet I can easily beat Rod Steward or Bonnie Tyler's record sale ..lol...yeahhhh MY THROAT WAS AND IS STILL SORE...then one thing led to another...sneezing, coughing, blocked nose....OMG...I sound like my body part is made in China, or is it more like 'second' failed QC?? This headache keeps nagging me, Ive been prescribed PCM, 2 tabs three times a day...and now what about my sneezing, coughing and stuff??? Nahhh not going to take too many medication....I never like pain killers anyway....unless I have to!!! I have no choice.

So just gonna stuff down my throat wiv vits and orange juice to kill the bac....and hopefully when I speak to whoever I speak to, they can understand my words and not sound like a barren transvestite....

Wow!!! rambutans.....



Soleil

Green and Blue (specially dedicated to you, my sweet writer)








(You and I have missed each other the last few days, you on I off, I on you off, you here I there,I there you here, you up I down, you down I up.....)

The sky is blue and the grass is green,
and we are the only two in between.

You are to the left and I to the right,
when I turn around you were not in sight.

I ran to the left and I saw you on the right,
I called to you again but you were out of sight.

We passed each other by going too fast,
could not stop on the slippery wet grass.

When I turned around again I bumped into the back of you,
finally we are here face to face and in view.
So here we are, I and you,

I am sorry I missed you which is hard to do
since we are the only two
in between green and blue



Soleil

Saturday, August 1, 2009

White Man




Saturday is a lazy day.....

Ive been awakened so many times by so many causes, but still too lazy to leave my sack.


But then the light went up and my boy rushed to me and said..."Mum look at me, the white man. I am going to freak daddy out!!!"

And I said...omigosh!!!! What on earth is that? then I realized that he had powdered his face and half of his body white and I lay there smiling and said to myself. "This is one of the greatest moments of being a momma...kids will always be kid + fun and mischief...thats what makes the world go round."

And I woke up. Voila!!!!
Soleil