Swine Flu

Omigosh..one after another my family member have a flu symptom, fever and cough. I started to think..Swine Flu???? Cant remember going overseas at all hahahaha.

Then something strike!!!!Omigosh....my maid arrived from Indonesia last week, and she caught a cold , cough, runny nose, headache and what not a couple of days ago. Oh...no...hope nothing serious. Tonite my eldest boy got really bad, his eyes as red as ruby, his face pale, he can hardly walk. My gurl has been on MC from school for the past two days, my youngest boy started to have temperature. Un huh.....better do something...and do it quick!!!

So tonite I took them all to the Emergency & Accident at the General Hospital for checkup. I had a check up as well. The problem wiv us human...when we worry, our BP goes up and so was mine, read at 141/61 and 91 pulse rate...uhhh

We were then referred to Room 3 for a thorough check up by the doctors. What a relief!!!!Seems everything was ok, except my eldest had to have IV and blood taken for further test...just to make sure it isnt the Dengue Fever. I had to leave him at the hospital and took the other three home. By the time I am writing this, my eldest still at the hospital waiting for the blood test result. I will go and have a check on him later.

Thank God, everything is fine, just the normal viral fever and antibiotic should take care of it.

So I said stay away Swine Flu.....

Soleil

Awwww!!!!

Awww!!! I dont know what happened to me. I wanted to delete something from my page layout, and guess what did I delete????I deleted my traffic flow.........awwwww!!!charming..now the counter is back to zero...hua hua hua

Soleil

Good Friends

Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by doubling of our joy and dividing of our grief..........(cicero)

What is friend? It is someone who knows your faults and still sees the divine in you. A friend will love you despite your imperfections. A friend is someone who is there for you when you have the courage to ask for help. A friend is also someone who can say no to you and still remain friend.

A friend points out your imperfections, not to blame you for them but to help you become better at what you are doing, just as a coach would talk to an athlete. A friend always answers your calls even when you are driving them crazy.

A friend never talks about who is right but rather listens to how you are feeling. A friend will not judge without taking the time to understand and can forgive, let go of the past, and continue to love. Probably the most important thing a friend does is never to abandon you, no matter what you do.

Do something to acknowledge a good friend today and remember to be one as well.

Soleil

What a day!!! Read from the bottom, thats how I felt today

And at the end of the day I felt like Ive eaten for a week, maybe put on 3 kg hahahaha and need to fast to get rid of all the fat. I need to fast M, even if you keep asking me to eat...lol.............I see said the blind man hehehehehe.

And voila the last meal of the day, STEAMBOAT......thanx Dr Nurrul and Dato Wahab for making me fat...hhahahahahaha.....thank you daun keladi......next gaji belanja lagi...(((Gurl in purple is Dr Nurrul and Dato Wahab enjoying steamboat wiv my boy Izzat (btw that Dato also belongs to him by right, we already have 10 grandchildrens who call us Tok n Nek ***grandpa n grandma***(our sister's n brother's grandkids) so he is a Datok alright!!!)))

So that day all four cars (12 of us) 'ambushed' Secret Recipe (I wonder how much poorer we made Dr Nurrul ) then off to the park for a stroll at a very odd hours. A few people (mostly young dating couples) must be wondering what are these people in traditional clothes doing at the park at this hour??? Well, let them wonder....what people think of us is non of our business. Hahahaha

Saturday went to a family wedding. OMG!!!I dont believed the number of guest invited. There seem to have nobody to look after the food, the plates, the glasses, etc. After a long wait and washed the glasses for the kids (first wedding I went to have washed the glass myself..hahahaha, pahala tau) there came the food..but still no plate. After another wait, there came the plates. Get some food and try to eat...ooppssyy daisy, I cant, something wrong wiv the food. The rice too dry, the meat kinda..mmmm..no need to say, the chicken was hard, no veg..and bla bla bla...blimey. Then came the rescue, Dr Nurrul announced that we were going to Secret Recipe, to eat...and the kids went...yeahhhhhh!!!!!Then another BIG yeahhhh when Dato Wahab (my youngest brother, we gave him the title Dato...coz of his continuous and untiring services to the kampung people) said..."and tonite, steamboat is on me" ( and for M, I hope you still remember what steamboat is. You made me laugh when you asked me "You ate a steamboat??" I can imagined what you imagined M..lol..

To my foreign frens, steamboat is simply a pot of boiling soup in the middle of the dining table wiv all the raw meat, fish, veg, seafood, egg etc. All we have to do is to put them to boil and eat them wiv soy sauce, chilly sauce and virgin oil (damnnn me for not taking the pic...next time hopefully) That's what it's all about. Nothing fancy...hahahaha ( I still smile thinking of what you were thinking M )

My maid's here at last. Thank God after such a long delay...and weekends as usual at mum's house. Ermmm this weekend was fun, two sisters from KL came back meaning my kids got their cousins to muck around. We brothers and sister??? what else blab and blab and more blab.

Wow!!!! that's the word that came from my mouth when I realized that it has been 6 days since my last entry. Where was I??? Where have the days gone to???Holy God...maybe I was too busy counting the stars that I dont seem to realize the days passed by.

Soleil

Acceptance (dedicated to my dear M)

This morning I received a call from someone on the other side of the world. He told me that he might lose a friend of his after nearly two decades. The reason and only reason was that he is tired of being corrected. It is a sad ending if it happens. So, take a hint from this, stop condemning, criticising, correcting our dear one...just accept them for who they are and enjoy life without these hassle. Noone is perfect. Maybe by doing that our life will be more colourful and meaningful.

What is truly lasting?? Polar ice melts. The ozone layer shrinks. A relationship ends. Your family or friends act differently for no apparent reason. So what can we rely on? There is only one thing........CHANGE. Change is the one constant that is ever present.

On a personal level, we do have choices about how we change. But the rest of the universe is not under our control. All of the universes, including ours, are like portions of God's canvas. They are constantly being worked and reworked. The Creator must have his or her reasons, and hopefully we will understand them someday.

Understanding wont eliminate change. But acceptance of this truth will enable us to live a more peaceful state. When we dont resist change, we flow with the process of creation and help make it a true work of art.

Soleil

Could I Have This Kiss Forever (Duet With Enrique Iglesias) – Whitney Houston Music Code

This Story Touched Me Deep

ADog's Purpose(from a 6-year-old).
Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa, and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.
I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.
As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.
The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away.
The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's Death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, 'I know why.'
Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation.
He said, 'People are born so that they can learn how to live a good Life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?' The Six-year-old continued, 'Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.'
Live simply.
Love generously.
Care deeply.
Speak kindly.
Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like:
When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.
Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.
Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure Ecstasy.
Take naps.
Stretch before rising.
Run, romp, and play daily.
Thrive on attention and let people touch you.
Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.
On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree.
When you're happy, dance around andwag your entire body.
Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
Be loyal.
Never pretend to be something you're not.
If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.
When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by, and nuzzle them gently.

Soleil

We women....

'We women....whatever you give us we are going to multiply. If you give us sperm, we'll give you a baby.If you give us a house, we'll give you a home. If you give us groceries, we'll give you a meal. If you give us a smile, we'll give you our heart. We multiply and enlarge what is given to us.... So - if you give us any crap, you will receive a ton of shit. ' Love and appreciate us, women, in your life.

Soleil

The wait

I was at the hospital this morning, oh no...nothing to do with me. Took my kids for the follow up appointment with paed. I havent been to the hospital for the last six months coz, I missed the last appointment in May.

OMG!! thats the word that came to my mouth when I reached the entrance to the Specialist Clinic. Where are all these people came from??? I have never seen so many people at the hospital before, but today??? its like there was a fiesta going on. Has the world turned into a planet of sick people??? Then I said to myself, mmmm just get ready for a long wait.

After quite a while waiting at last number 0255 were called to the registration counter.....un huh!! this is only the first wait, I have to get the appointment logged on to the computer and pay the fees before I can go to the department concern. That will be another wait...thats why I equipped myself wiv a book.

When you are at the hospital, then only you realize how lucky you are compared to those who are really sick.....the nagging headache is not a big deal anymore....the stomach cramp becomes like a soft poke on the tummy....

Gosh!!! now I can understand (not that I dont before)...but it sank in me that all those doctors must be working like a machine. No wonder my neice who is a doctor has to work 36 hours stretch every so often. Well they have to, with all those people who are sick and needed treatment.

But I thanked God, eventhough the hospital were jammed with people, I salute the workers and the staffs, my time at the hospital lasted roughly 3 hours and a half. Thats nothing really if you are at the government hospital.

Soleil

Greatest Truth

The greatest truth about life is that love is the answer.Love is always the answer to every question you could ever ask. Love is always the answer to every question and problem. We are here to love and beloved and learn a few things in the process.

We can never be wrong when we choose to love. Love rewards us by bringing meaning to our life. When we choose to love, we will always be at the right place at the right time. It provides our life with the order and harmony that bring us peace.

All we ask of life is to be given the chance to love, and we pray that we will be able to do that, despite our imperfections. Our days are devoted to acting as if we are the lover we want to be, and we know someday we will become who we hope to be. Until that day, we hope those around us remain grateful for our attempt.

Soleil

MJ (RIP)

This morning I woke up to a mail sent by someone whom I adore, love and respect and it was like the first ray of the sunshine for the day. It made my morning. While getting my kids ready for school, the song Crazy by Gnarls Barkley played crazyly in the background....love the song. I do feel like that sometime and the wordings put a big smile on my face. Eventhough the headache still refuse to leave me point blank, listening to that song, helped alot.

Before leaving for school, I logon to yahoo and read the news about MJ (RIP), played the related video of the newest events. After listening to Jermaine sang soul hurting song Smile, I grabbed the last few minutes listening to Paris (MJ daughter) tribute to her beloved father. When she opened her mouth and uttered the words, "Ever since I was born, daddy was the best father you can imagine, and I just want to say I love him so much" and broke down in tears, my own tears ran down my face and I just cant stop crying. The short journey to school was in a sad and heavy feeling that crowded the whole of me.

I love you Michael and whoever bear the same name......because I think in the heart of the people name Michael, I can feel the loneliness, I can touch the love that is so honest and pure.....Rest In Peace Mikail and May Allah blessed your soul.....Aamiiinn...

was it u??

Together as one we can be for as long as you want to be, not being able to tell where one end and the other begins. That is how close I want to be with you and into you. To know your thoughts before you speak as you know me as well. I don't want to be your world, I just want to be in your world to take care of all your needs, emotional, physical, mental and maybe..just maybe take your breath away every fleeting moment....So who am I to you...I want to be your friend, your lover, your strength, your comfort, your moon star and sun, your rain on a sunny day and your sun on a rainy day. I want to be your cover that covers you like your skin, I want to be your rhythm and your vibration. Who am I....the perfect one for you.....

so long........time to share is always there

I peered thru life

Ever avoiding strife

But now am undone

My barriers broken

For one has found me

Reached in and unbound me

His love has burst my bonds

And set music to my songs

His need for me

And mine for him

Has made my Winter Spring

A new start

With hammering heart

We color the world with our dream

Nothing is as it did seem

The darkness of my solitude is done

He - my rising sun.

Sound familiar?????(Dedicated to my Mafia)

2 20 in the morning and I am still up.... I wouldn't mind being up if you were here with me..I watched the rain shower come and go I thought about us...in the rain... just want to share moments with you ..... passion, fire, ice, wet, dry, warm, hot, you turn on me and i turn you on..... heat, electricity, desire, lust, love, sigh, wink, raised eyebrow, eye contact, kiss..a look..deeper kiss.more passion....... a touch, a caress.... softness. shiver, desire. starting all over again, wondering if i make u want me more or like me less doesn't matter still together... will correct what's wrong..do it again..... start over...a look, a touch. you, me, us, we, want u to want me as much as i want u, not just physical, emotional, mental, take your breath away.... give you me to breath with oxygen mixed in, touch me, feel me, want me, cut me, see me bleed for you...not deep superficial, not dying just crying... cry out in a low whisper your name.....hear me, come to me, slap me, caress me again..... on my knees holding on to your thigh....the aroma of your skin... mmmmmmmmmmmmm. I seduce your mind, you seduce my body, i set your spirit free....you punish my body with bad behavior.....the more i free you the more you seduce me...... one more thing to say... wow!!!

Durian o Durian

Wow!!! the mention of its name already makes my nose active (active smelling..hahaha). I am not a fanatic durian eater, I do eat, but always wiv a reminder in my head that says..."un huh...watch out...old people say, ikut sedap mengidap..." and I always remember that whenever I see durian.

Its such a nice fruit, but...there's always a but...I think you Malaysian will know exactly what am talking about but for my foreign admirers (hahahaha, yunno who you are dear) and foreign friends, durian is a bit "heaty" mmm thats wat we sort of called it. Becoz it can cause u suffering from bloated tummy, GAS problem....and when you burp....OMG, I think if the fly is there right under ur nose, the fly will faint if not die...lol

So...today, I was at me mum's house wiv my brothers and sister who came to visit mum at the weekend...and one after another they peel off the durian (peel??? I dont think thats the right word...) mmm let just say open the durian...and keep on pasing it around..and whenever it reached me...mmmm I dont have the will to deny it...and there I went, eating it one after another. ( I wonder where has the reminder gone today???? there was...but I can hardly hear it).

So I guess yunno what happened to me tonite...at 8pm, I started to feel hot and cold flushes...I suffer from short breath. My heart start pumping erratically....and I rushed downstairs, grabbed my inhaler ( seldom use it) and wait...nothing happened...pheww....and then I started vomitting until I got pain in my jaw....

Told someone at home, I wanna go to the hospital, but I was sort of disturbing his work, and he took the mickey out of me by saying "which hospital?? are you dying, are you dying??" Huh!!! that really pissed me off, I feel like fainting and he kinda mocking me....wow!!! thank you I said in my heart and then waited for my kids to finish dinner and took my car key, drove myself and the kids to the nearby clinic....wow!!! true to my believe that my BP must have gone a lil bit. It was, reading at 125/80 (well thats just the normal reading) but for me it was higher than my usual reading of 110/70 or 120/80. The doc told me, wat do you expect.....wiv the gas, the vomitting, of course it disturb the pressure.

Well now am here ( I know my posting time will show different from the time I wrote this....hahahaha dont really know, how to change or adjust it...anybody??????help help.....)

So now, am not feeling that good yet, usually am online at this time, but tonite I am thinking of taking an earlier trip to lalaland. I can hear my bed blasting the last call for the trip to lalaland. So I better sign off here and get on board, dont wanna miss the early trip. Hope I get better tomorrow morning...hahahaha I think from tomorrow I will retire for a while from eating durian....blimey.......you will never know how it felt until you suffer from it. Tootles.

I am the woman. Are you the man?

I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you.

I'm the Woman you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the Woman who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the Woman who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me.
I'm the Woman who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have.

I'm the woman who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the woman who never forgets you. I'm the woman who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the woman who you can talk to about anything. I'm the woman who will brag about you to all of my friends. I'm the woman who will listen to you talk. I'm the woman who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason. I'm the woman who loves it when you hug me from behind.

I'm the woman who loves you for you, and doesn't care what other people say about us. I'm the woman who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your lady. I'm the woman who loves the feeling when you take me by the hand without saying a word. I'm the woman who loves it when you give me flowers for no apparent reason. I'm the woman who thinks the world of you.
All I want is for us to be together.

The world is in my hand.

Yesterday after sending the food to my kids at school, I wondered around a couple of mobile phone retails. Thought of getting a second phone. Nowdays living wiv one phone is like so left behind...hahahaha.....(or is it becoz of some other reasons??? wink) So I was thinking of getting a cheap fon wiv camera and bluetooth without the memory stick....(Ive already got a phone wiv all that) just in case......ya just in case....and I was thinking of spending around 300 quid. I left the first shop coz the staff so so so dont know how to talk. I went to the other fon retailer. Tell this one girl who came and asked me what I was looking for. Wow!!! this girl yap and yap and yap about the fon with her friend and in the end I ended up spending 1500 quid for a second fon. Hahahaha.....that is what I called a darn good sales person.

So I got my new gadget....wiv all the latest stuff. I can go on the internet wivout bringing my laptop. I wont ever get lost if I wanna go somewhere, I wont get a speed trap fine for going over the limit...bla bla bla. Modern life wiv wifi and other gadget that is awesome. Wiv a memory stick of 8gig (maybe later I change to 16 gig) I can watch download movie in my fon...hehehe
watelse do I need???

I dont want my man to know that I bought the fon, but when he called me, and I told him I was at the fon shop...he came to join me....before he left he asked me, do you want me to sign for this fon???? I said well, I dont mind, if u wanna sign ur card for my new gadget...but then I was a bit late to tell him YES PLEASE...so he waited a few more minutes then asked me, do you have the money wiv you???? and damnnnn I said yes I have....(I have to learn to tell a white lie in future....hahaha) so in the end, I paid for the fon myself. If am smart enuff, I wud have save 1500 quid for me and the kids...lol

So now, am still playing wiv my new gadget to get to know it better, so that I wont have problem when I want to use it. Funny thing...my kids straight away know what to do wiv it, and they are only 8 and 10...Damnn!!!!kids nowadays.....wow!!!So now just leave me wiv this incredible small thing....let me play wiv it until I get bored...hahaha

The world is in my hand.

The Power Of Love – Celine Dion Music Code